Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Maybe I'm not the Blogging Type


Okay, So maybe I'm not the blogging type.... I just don't have enough to say. On paper or in person. It's not because I don't like you or anything. I just am too busy living life and observing things. Well, maybe that's not totally true. Part of the reason I don't talk in person is because everybody else is too busy talking. And if somebody notices that I'm quiet and decides to talk to me... Great, I know that they care enough to talk to me. But if you decide to try to talk to me, but don't want to listen to what I have to say or just disagree or argue with everything I have to say, well maybe you were better off not talking to me, because now when you talk to me I'll know not to tell you anything because obviously you don't care. Maybe that's a bit harsh, and I agree. But this is just how my brain works subconsciously. The other reason I don't blog is because Alissa screams at me anytime I'm on the computer. But that's probably not a good enough excuse since Julee manages to blog with her 5 kids. So anyways enough about why I don't blog and more about my life.

Alissa is doing great, she is a joy to be around. She talks (in her own language), walks (as long as she has the patience) and loves to eat (just like her parents). She did really great at her birthday party. She loved it and loved all the attention. She played in her cake like she was supposed to and like all her presents. She loves new toys. It's so funny that she has so much personality. I just wish that I could spend everyday playing with her. I'm quite jealous of people that can only have one child. I wish I could stop here and just enjoy the daughter that God gave me to the fullest. I know with more children, I'll still be able to enjoy Alissa, but not as much as I want to. But I will go on to have more children, I'll probably draw the line at 3. Spaced apart enough so I can enjoy one for a few years before having another one.

Other than that, life is good, I'm moving on the 14 to my very own condo!!! I'm very excited and looking forward to hanging up pictures and painting walls :) But I'll tell you more about that later. I'm going to go do something... bye